Well its now 6 pm and i have survived the whole day with little to no stress, i'm excited i'm really achieving this. ok so yes its only Day 1 but i've nearly made it through day 1 if i can do today then i can do it tomorrow and every day after that *does a little dance for me and for connor* i think connor is doing well aswell havnt seen him since 4 pm he seemed a little stressed but he is still doing amazing :) GO CONNOR!
its nearly been 20 hours now since our last smoke :) im really wondering why i havnt given up sooner altho as they say better late then never. im not denying that its going to be hard at points and im not forgetting i am still using the patches but yeah im proud of us.
will probably update next at 24 hours and will only write as i need/ want to over the next few days so will probably get less as time goes on. its kind of a crutch thing something to lean on and write when things get tough or i just want to gloat and say yay me haha.
Rhiley had Daycare today wich helped but connor is home tomorow its his day off work so not sure if it will be more or less stressful? but if it gets to stressful we can go out or connor can go for a ride or me and rhi can go to the park or something :) im sure we will be fine and dandy.
Rhi hasnt gone to sleep yet altho he grabbed the bottle i made up off the side and ran off to bed at 5.45 pm, he already had hold of it before i could stop him its a tad annoying as he wont go sleep yet and then he is gonna want to get up and have another bottle when he goes back to sleep but oh well such is life.
i have eaten quite alot today and need to be careful i do not replace smoking with eating as i dont want to get Fat lol, well any fatter than bubba is gonna make me anyway.
i guess eating is ok as long as its relatively healthy and not junk food. i think we are gonna go thru all our food pretty quickly this week as i usually only eat once a day and that is at dinner time!
thats all from me for now, gonna go see Rhi and see if he wants to read with me hehe. then if he goes sleep i wil try sleep for a couple of hours before i need to start dinner at 8 pm.
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