its 1.30 pm and 15 hours since our last smoke! wow! i know its only 15 hours and to some people that might be like 15 hours isn't much but for me its heaps.
I am not really craving it at all definatley think the patches are working regarding the cravings altho i have a bad headache I need to remember to drink as i usually have drinks with my smokes so when I'm not smoking I've been forgetting to have a drink.
the only real issue I'm having is the being bored and at certain times when i would be going for a cigarette having to find something else to do.
I've read my magazine and done lots of the puzzles and funnily enough in the magazine was an article on giving up smoking and how smoking caused a stroke/ blood clot for this young woman maybe its a sign haha.
i hope Connor is doing ok if you are reading this babe - keep going and hopefully work is keeping you busy.
Im very lucky to have a supportive husband and its so cool we can do this together hopefully will add many years onto our lives by giving up now rather than later and we will both be happier and healthier and financially wealthier haha.
anyway im loving being able to write stuff in this blog, i love writing things and its cool i can just come on here and write it down helps get thru the bored cravings for a smoke. i have kind of come to realize today just how much of a habit it has come as i said earlier im not physically even wanting one its more the habit I'm just used to having one! in saying that tho i am feeling a bit light headed and spacy/ tired because i haven't had one but it isn't affecting me too badly and might have a snooze before my midwife comes.
this is random rambling i know but its my blog haha.
face bovvered?
im off again - no doubt there will be an update in a few hours ;) watch this space.
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